Tell me something that you’ve already told me

I’ve been losing lots of keys lately,
I don’t know what that means
But maybe I’ve been better off with things that can’t be locked at all
I’ve been feeling kind of sea sick lately,
See you reaching to me gonna save me
down comes the rain
Down comes our spirits again
But Down comes the strength
To lift us up and then…

                                                         Johnson, Jack Johnson

The world has its ways to quite us down

I want to lay down in an endless curtain of intense feelings. That makes me cry, scream and smile, laugh. Making me tense. Turn my dreams upside down like a chinese book. Making me feel like a senseless mess and than on the other hand like a prinsess riding a big white horse. I want the curtain to blow me off my minds, making big waves that trows me up into the skies. I want the wind to hold me there, to blow me full of life. I want the whole world to see me. Flying between butterflies, birds and grey skies. Remove all my feelings, make me totally silent, close my eyes and make me dream.

This is how I feel sometimes when I’m lying in bed, trying to sleep.